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In a world that has everything going, where one can be or do anything, there is so much unhappiness and anger. Why is it that even though the sky is the limit no one really does what they want and what will make them feel happy and fulfilled? Life is expensive, it takes money to live no Mayer who your are or what you do if you have no money its hard to live. Food, shelter, medical, transportation all take money and not every job makes money or is profitable. You might love inventing but people might not love what your invent, which leaves you in the whole. most people do what they have to to make sure their family us taken care of even that means doing something toy hate for 30 plus years. Surviving isn't always doing what you want but rather doing what needs to be done.

Happy New Year

Happy apparently can be debatable. A New Year, indeed, but who is to say it is happy. For some people the New Year brings a kiss at the stroke of 12, for others a moment of reflections and resolutions, while others find the New Year to be just another day, or a time to worry and stew. A broken curfew or driving home drunk can cause the New Year to start off as a bad year. However starting off the New Year happy is simply the perspective someone looks at it with. Getting a ticket can be seen as bad but if it helps the person receiving the ticket to not drive drunk any more than it was good. The same analogy can be used with the broken curfew. Sometimes, though, does it really start out bad? A bank robbed, a woman rapped, a family killed. All seem depressing, disheartening, and discouraging, but again it’s how you perceive it. Maybe the robber needed the money more than we did. Maybe the baby that was conceived from the woman being rapped was the answer to a couples prayers who couldn’t have a baby of their own. Perhaps the family was ready to meet their maker and to be in a better more peaceful place. Life can be a hard trial but it doesn’t have to be. It’s all in how you perceive it. 

One Day

Fuming past frustration, patience running low, your emotions tested beyond their abilities. Those are the times you might wonder why it seems like all the problems of the world are pushed upon you. You want to know why nothing seems to go right. All feelings of hope have evaded you. You are left to deal with everything alone. Sometimes you doubt it’s worth it. You want to give up. On those occasions, stop and know that it all will get better. One day you will live because you want to. You will want to wake up because you know it’s going to be a day full of beauty and peace. I can’t promise you when things will start looking up for you but I will promise that they will. One day you will be triumphant. You will face the future with high hopes and courage. You will come off conqueror . You will be a hero to many. So even though you want to give up, and it would be easy to give up, keep fighting. It will be worth it in the end. 

Mother

A job unnoticed

Never ending

Trying but rewarding

The children you raised and loved

 Seem to forget

To be ungrateful

But deeper inside we know

Your sacrifices for us are great

Your love Unconditional

Often overlooked

But really it takes a hero

Someone fearless

Someone like you 

True Love

                Humility, forgiveness, trust, those are the ingredients for love. The kind of love you read about in fairy tales. The kind of love that can last forever. Commitment, dedication, loyalty, those are the ingredients that make it last forever. Everyone has a past no one does the right thing one hundred percent of the time. When the truth comes out are we really willing to accept anything? Are there limits? Without that trust then this so called love is not true. Love is not a kiss. Love is not a kind touch. Love is something more than that. Love is an ignition of the heart. Love is dedication and commitment. Love is being willing to look past the faults and see the angel in someone. 

Wonderful

 To the man that captured my heart with one look, 

who gave me peace during a war, the one who rescued me in my darkest hour... 

To my prince who completes my happily ever after. 

There once was a day when I dreamed of finding my prince charming
and marrying him for forever, and living happily ever after.
A day when all I wanted was a man to come racing to me on his white steed and save me,
 and ride away with me into the sunset.

There was a time when I hoped and dreamed of such things wanting them to happen but never really knowing if they would.
Then into my life he came, perhaps not on a steed of white or wearing a crown,
 rather he walked up to me wearing a green BYU shirt but he was my prince none the less. 

My prince who came to my rescue and brightened my life. 

His mere presence makes everything more beautiful and complete. 

Forever was the first step, the moment that started our journey together.
A moment that can never be forgotten... 

From the first day that we promised to be together for eternity life has been fa-nominally better. I have been so blessed to have such a wonderful man in my life who is so caring and loving towards me.      

Jonathan is the  best thing to ever have happened to me.
 He brought the sunshine into my gloomy days,
the fact that he loves me despite all of my many imperfections makes life worth living.

All I want is to be good enough for him, to be his everything like he is mine.
I am so blessed to be a part of this spectacular man's life. 

Moments pass all to quickly and what seemed just like yesterday was really months or even years ago.
The beautiful thing about life is that we now have each other to spend it with.
We have the opportunity to share our burdens and delights.

Yesterday was so long ago, it was a time of childhood, make-believe, and mud-pies.

 Today we are young and just slipping into the world of adulthood,
 and now we have each other, now we share a life of love and beauty.

Tomorrow promises to bring pain and sorrow as well as happiness and delight.
 Wrinkles will come with age but we still will have each other,
love will still  blossom between us
as if just yesterday we started our new life together.

 I Love you Jonathan
 Thank you for wanting me to be your eternal companion. 

Engagement Photos =D

There was a day when all I knew was that i wanted to be happy. Happy with where I was in life, Happy whith who i was with, Happy with where I was, and Happy with who I was. Even though I dreamed of it and hoped for it and longed for that day I never actually thought I would get there.

Then one day this amazing man came into my life. When I first met him I hadn't imagined he would be the one who would help me achieve my dream of happiness...

Quickly my feelings for him grew from coworker to crush. Then from crush to love. This incredible man, somehow, managed to steal my heart away, and I am so very grateful that he did. Now, it's not a stolen piece of merchandiser but rather a portion of me that will be his forever, for all time and eternity.

This wonderful man, Jonathan, is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. He makes me want to be better so that I can be more like the person he deserves to have.

Every time I look into his eyes I get lost in the love that he gives me. Every time he hugs me I praise God for allowing me to know him. Every time he kisses me I wonder how I luck I am to be with this man.

How is it that I ended up with a man who is caring, thoughtful, and kind. How did this calm, agreeable, loving man end up in my life. He is so gentle, happy, witty, not to mention he's EXTREMELY Handsome!!!

So here I am Happy with where I am. Ooober Happy with Who I am with. Happy with what I'm doing. And best of all I'm Happy with who I am.               

Because of this wonderful man who has agreed to marry me I am a better person, I now stand up for myself and my decisions. I look at myself and am pleased with who he has helped me become.

November 25, 2011 will be the best day of my life because I will be making a promise of forever. I will be sealing myself to my best friend, to my soul mate, to the best man ever. I will be making the best decision of my life.                                                                                               

Jonathan, I love you with all my heat! I hope I can make you as happy as you have made me...

Thank you, Thank you for choosing me to be with you forever. I know that we can make it through anything, as long as we have each other!                                                                          

                                                                         

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