Baby

Yesterday we had our ultrasound! It was so exciting and amazing. We found out we are having a little girl!! I am so happy we got to see our little baby and know that she is healthy and growing good! We are so blessed to be able to bring this little girl into the world via our family. We are so excited to meet her and have her as our daughter. Next weekend a couple of my sisters and I are going to Wyoming to visit my grandma who is visiting from Alaska. I'm sure it will be a fun and exciting trip.

News!!!

A lot has happened since my last post. The main and biggest thing that has happened is we found out we are expecting. I am due December 24, it's quite a Christmas present we will be getting this year! I am both excited and nervous for our new adventure we are on. We have an ultrasound in three weeks and I'm so excited to get to see our little baby!

What's Wrong With This Picture?

In a world that has everything going, where one can be or do anything, there is so much unhappiness and anger. Why is it that even though the sky is the limit no one really does what they want and what will make them feel happy and fulfilled? Life is expensive, it takes money to live no Mayer who your are or what you do if you have no money its hard to live. Food, shelter, medical, transportation all take money and not every job makes money or is profitable. You might love inventing but people might not love what your invent, which leaves you in the whole. most people do what they have to to make sure their family us taken care of even that means doing something toy hate for 30 plus years. Surviving isn't always doing what you want but rather doing what needs to be done.

Happy New Year

Happy apparently can be debatable. A New Year, indeed, but who is to say it is happy. For some people the New Year brings a kiss at the stroke of 12, for others a moment of reflections and resolutions, while others find the New Year to be just another day, or a time to worry and stew. A broken curfew or driving home drunk can cause the New Year to start off as a bad year. However starting off the New Year happy is simply the perspective someone looks at it with. Getting a ticket can be seen as bad but if it helps the person receiving the ticket to not drive drunk any more than it was good. The same analogy can be used with the broken curfew. Sometimes, though, does it really start out bad? A bank robbed, a woman rapped, a family killed. All seem depressing, disheartening, and discouraging, but again it’s how you perceive it. Maybe the robber needed the money more than we did. Maybe the baby that was conceived from the woman being rapped was the answer to a couples prayers who couldn’t have a baby of their own. Perhaps the family was ready to meet their maker and to be in a better more peaceful place. Life can be a hard trial but it doesn’t have to be. It’s all in how you perceive it. 

One Day

Fuming past frustration, patience running low, your emotions tested beyond their abilities. Those are the times you might wonder why it seems like all the problems of the world are pushed upon you. You want to know why nothing seems to go right. All feelings of hope have evaded you. You are left to deal with everything alone. Sometimes you doubt it’s worth it. You want to give up. On those occasions, stop and know that it all will get better. One day you will live because you want to. You will want to wake up because you know it’s going to be a day full of beauty and peace. I can’t promise you when things will start looking up for you but I will promise that they will. One day you will be triumphant. You will face the future with high hopes and courage. You will come off conqueror . You will be a hero to many. So even though you want to give up, and it would be easy to give up, keep fighting. It will be worth it in the end. 

Mother

A job unnoticed

Never ending

Trying but rewarding

The children you raised and loved

 Seem to forget

To be ungrateful

But deeper inside we know

Your sacrifices for us are great

Your love Unconditional

Often overlooked

But really it takes a hero

Someone fearless

Someone like you 

True Love

                Humility, forgiveness, trust, those are the ingredients for love. The kind of love you read about in fairy tales. The kind of love that can last forever. Commitment, dedication, loyalty, those are the ingredients that make it last forever. Everyone has a past no one does the right thing one hundred percent of the time. When the truth comes out are we really willing to accept anything? Are there limits? Without that trust then this so called love is not true. Love is not a kiss. Love is not a kind touch. Love is something more than that. Love is an ignition of the heart. Love is dedication and commitment. Love is being willing to look past the faults and see the angel in someone.